I keep getting emails for my password recovery even though I haven't requested them. It seems someone out there thinks my site is their site. Well its not... I'm mine! Hahahaha.

 Hopefully they are confused and not trying to hack my account.

 I'm 13 weeks and 3 days pregnant :D

 The morning sickness is gone, which is always a good thing, but I've had the flu/cold for over a week. I can't wait for my energy to come back!

I've been neglecting this account because I just found/remembered my "travelling" account so I've been posting surveys other there.

 Actually I was neglecting this one anyway! Haven't blogged since the end of march!

 The travelling account is obselete because we won't be travalling now.

 The plan was for Mum to buy a mobile home thingy and we were going to travel around with her and my sister until my daughter reached school age.

 Mums got a new man now and it hasn't been mentioned since. I think we all know its not going to happen.

 I've got another account here too... But I've forgotten my user name and password! :'( And I don't know which email address I used to get the account! All I can do is look at it from afar.

 When I started my course (again - stopped for almost 3 years!) I swore of internet diary/blog sites because I could spend hours posting stupid surveys and reading the sordid details of other peoples lives.

 My course is on hold for a few months while I wait to do some practical seminars, so I've been sucked back into the vouyerism that is web logs.

 And I absolutely love reading about other peoples spiritual experiences :D

 I'm watching Hells Kitchen... Ya gotta love that Chef Ramsey! I love it when customers come up to the kitchen and he calls them names and tells them to **** off! Its so RUDE! and inappropriate and wrong! Love it.

~~What is the best way to get over someone?
 Don't know. I've never had to. lol.


~~What makeup do you wear on a daily basis?
I don't wear it on a daily basis.

~~Last people you hung out with?
Vicky

~~If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what?
Salad

~~Where would you like to be right now?
I like it here

~~Are you single?
Nope

~~Are you okay with that?
Very ok with it.

~~When was your last kiss?
I haven't had my last kiss yet.

~~Who'd you get this survey from?
Taryn

~~Do you currently like anyone?
I'm engaged

~~Ever told someone you loved them and not mean it?
Yeah

~~Ever been told you were loved by someone who didn't mean it?
Yeah I reckon.

~~Last person you hugged?
Layla

~~Have you ever used anyone?
I don't know. I hope not.

~~Is cheating acceptable in a relationship?
No
..
~~Who's your current best friend?
Adam

~~Who was your first real best friend?
Jaime

~~Are you still best friends with that person?
Nah! Haven't seen her in almost 20 years!

~~What is your biggest fear?
Can't say

~~Who was the last person to call you?
Don't remember

~~Longest phone conversation?
No idea. Hours

~~Are you hungry?
Nah

~~Would you ever date an alcoholic/smoker?
A smoker yeah. Alco/drug addict no.

~~Last time you cried?
Don't know

~~Reason for the last time you cried?
It would have been something on TV

~~Ever done something really stupid?
I'm always doing stupid things.

~~What can't you go a day without doing?
Coffee

~~Do you miss anyone?
Nah

~~Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I really don't know

~~Life?
Just keeps getting better.

~~Boys?
are different

~~Myspace?
Is a parasite

~~Winter?
Is cool. Ha Ha

~~Friends?
People suck

~~Tattoo?
I don't have any.

~~Last song heard?
dunno

~~Last movie you watched?
The reaping

~~Birthday?
Not today

~~What are you doing right now?
This and watching little Britain.

~~What should you be doing right now?
Nothing!

~~What means the most to you?
My family

~~Ever been in love?
yeah

~~Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nah!

~~Is there something you wanna tell someone?
Nope

~~Are your parents divorced?
Yes

~~Eye color?
Brown

~~Hair color?
Brown,

~~Winter or summer?
winter

~~Night or day?
Night.

~~Biggest mistake you've made recently?
I cleaned my $1000 table with Ajax orange bloosom spray and wipe and I fucked it.

~~Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yep. Tatts

~~Last time you had soda?
Now

~~Do you believe in kissing on the first date?
Yeah.

~~Do you believe in sex on the first date?
Nah

~~Where will you be in 4 years from now?
Not here!

SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks!

Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the Following...

They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!

You cannot use the same word twice!

Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial.

(WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS)

You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl.

1. What is your name... Mel

2. 4 letter word... Moon

3. Vehicle: ..........................Mitsubushi

4. A city...  Melbourne

5. Boy Name: ......................... Maury

6. Girl Name: ........................ Maureen

7. Alcoholic drink: ..................Midouri

8. Occupation............Musician

9. Something you wear..........Mask

10. Celebrity... ......... Marky Mark

11. Food: ............................Mashed Potato

12. Something found in a bathroom: ........... Mirror

13. Reason for Being Late: ...................Missed Period HaHa

14. Cartoon Character: ...................Minnie Mouse

15. Something you shout... MOTHER.....

16. Animal.......................... Mouse

17. Body part........................ Mouth

18. Word to describe you... Mother

The investigation team said it would be ok if I went with them last Friday. I didn't. I felt like I'd like it too much and then to never go again would really suck.

 There are probably groups of people around that go on investigations that are not so serious and professional about it. Spook spotters are actually pitching to TV stations right now. Screw that! lol The thought if seeing my face on TV freaks me out!  Not that I would have been on the show if I had joined the team, I would have been a "stand by" and their regulars would have filmed episodes I assume.

 Anyway I hope the show gets picked up. Australia needs something like that.

 I lost my camera lead. It just vanished. I found three leads and none of them worked so I threw them in the pantry and forgot about them.

 I got some dowsing rods a few weeks ago and they weren't working for me. Yesterday I decided to cleanse them with sage and sort of make them MINE.

 This is after Adam says to me "Isn't there some sort of programming ritual you can do?" LMAO. Oh yeah. der... good Idea honey.

 So after the cleansing I asked a few questions to get my yes or no responses and they worked.

 So I asked them if the camera lead was in the house... Yes
 was it in the bedroom... no
 I went through a heap of rooms... no
 The kitchen... Yes
 The pantry (which is walk in)... yes.

 So I went to the pantry, stood at the door and said
 Is it on the floor... no
 The first shelf... no
 So on and so on... no
 The top shelf... yes

 At this stage I'd totally forgotten than I had chucked the spare leads in there.

 So then I asked the rods to point to the leads. And it pointed straight at the bundle of leads I'd chucked up there.

 I was pissed off that it wasn't the one i was looking for but pretty happy that it lead me to camera leads in general!

 It turns out my Sony lead was one of those three, it just wasn't working!!

 When I plug it into the camera, even if the other end is not in the computer, the screen goes black.

 So now I'm hoping its the lead and not the camera thats stuffed!!!

 Ebay had half price listing since friday and I just got a heap of new stock which I cant take pics of.

 I haven't done any of my counselling course for a week. Last week I was busy with Mum, taking her to hospital and picking her up. Then she stayed here for the rest of the week and we drove her to her new boyfriends place on the weekend.

 We decided to go to the Werribee open plain zoo while we were over there. Layla loved it. I thought it was a bit dull.

 So this week I HAVE to get back into the course!